** the projec should be more known around the psp sites ...
- PSP sites suck and are only of use to pspkiddies who care of such things
- like fame and recoqnition in the psp "scene" ...not my cup of tea mate
This is just so true... X_X
Looking forward to trying out a release of your work.
Thx for coming by and updating!
That'd be awesome if you could add a support for avi play back with multiple codecs support and with support for 640x480 resolution at least since a lot of videos are encoded that resolution. it would be awesome to not have to convert videos anymore and keep the original quality of our videos.
Also with this be some sort of Dual Boot? A lot of people would still like to use Dark_Alex CFW.
Can't wait for the final product! Good job on doing all this on your own! You rock!
Dupain wrote:That'd be awesome if you could add a support for avi play back with multiple codecs support and with support for 640x480 resolution at least since a lot of videos are encoded that resolution. it would be awesome to not have to convert videos anymore and keep the original quality of our videos.
Also with this be some sort of Dual Boot? A lot of people would still like to use Dark_Alex CFW.
Can't wait for the final product! Good job on doing all this on your own! You rock!
Both cannot exist on flash0, phat, anyway. A pandora type system could be possible, to boot one from ms, one from nand.
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true. it'd be good if one booted from ms but then that would mean a brick if the ms is removed. :/ unless he puts some sort of security in the flash0 so it boots from flash when there's no ms
Dupain wrote:true. it'd be good if one booted from ms but then that would mean a brick if the ms is removed. :/ unless he puts some sort of security in the flash0 so it boots from flash when there's no ms
Now that we can create custom IPLs that's easy, run a simple check for a boot configuration file or something similar to give user instructions, else boot to the nand firmware.
sorry been gone so long it seems as if i have no more thirst
for life anymore. such calamities have befolded on me.
Unfortunately a series of unfortunate events have gone my way :-(
I cannot even begin to explain in just a mear pm message.
I hope that i can talk to you guys on #emergencyexit or somehow
get in contact in #pspdev or other. but basically ive had the worst
possible string of events.
where do i begin. basically ive been in a suicidal trance these last
months and things are not bad now but with what im gonna tell you
you will see why i dont even care about living anymore. i spend most
of my free time traversing the astral planes in hopes of escaping my
terrible reality now.
so here goes.
10 Things That Ruin A Guys Life (In no order whatsoever)
10. At around Sept. 12 I get a message that I am denied Admission
to a university here. (in Brasil, i do not live there anymore, youll soon see why)
9. So pissed about the stupid beacracy they did on my for university
I do not notice a car and get into a collision with my car that i have been
trying to restore for the last 3 years. :-( (this one really was what started my negative trend)
8. My insurance is denied downthere (FIUUUUCCUCKCKK!~!!) but its not so bad the bill
7. I cannot leave my house cuz im in a wheelchair, being in one sucks man
i dont recommend to anyone ever its really no fun, cant swim cant party nada
6. I eventually grow bored alone and weak so i give in to drugs :P
unfortunately i am a moron who doesnt know when to quit and smoke
about 10 grams of really potent home grown weed. but dont stop there
i have cocaine so i indulge and indulge and indulge. i do all these stupid
trippy things and then bam fuck it ima do crystal meth for once ...this time
im at my pc desk with laptop and cannot for the life of me leave my lappy
cuz of this hilarious fun im having playing quake 1 :P
..on this table i have a candle lit so i never have to keep using a lighter to light my weed. I keep
taking and taking cocaine ...next thing i know i wake up in the hospital :P
thats all i can remember of that night....it seems i had overdosed for the
first timein my life :-( wow what a moron i am ... but that candle :0
5. it seems i had knocked that candle down during my overdose or something
or maybe when someone discovered me unconscience they must have
bumped it ...either way somehow it is knocked over and onto close
proximity of my printer which is always loaded with paper :-(
so my pc desk burns down ...but guess whats on my pc desk :-(
MY LAPTOP + MY DESKTOP / MAIN RIG !!!!! noooooooooooooooo!!!!!
when i get home after 3 days in hospital i couldnt believe my wife when
she said that it burned away...so i see for myself and everything is all
melted and fried ....all gone ...everything ...printer and all monitors dammit !!!
i cannot tell you how frustrated i am now ...but luckily most media is not
lost as i began to backup all that stuff years ago ...but the laptop never got
backups :-( ...
4. so what is lost ...ok so some new vids i downloaded are gone big deal
could easily get again no prob. ok so some pdfs and shit are gone no prob.
ok so some family pics are gone no problem ...guess ill just have to have
more family fun and take more pics. ...but wait ...DOTOS was in lappy !!!
nooooooo...70% of this whole years work is gone ..just like that...i have
some source files of the dotOS PINK in a usb stick that my wife has so
about 30% of code is still safe ...but that usb did not have any of the main
kernel stuff or anything worthy ..just themeing code and shitty vizo shit
but i think enough for me to still try and start all over ...so unfortunately
i must begin all over ...but soon you will see why currently i just dont
find the strength nor will to even try
These Last 3 things are so bad i wish noone would ever have to endure :-(
(3). This is when life starts to suck.
The Home i was planning to retire to near copenhagen dk. IT BURNED THE FUCK DOWN !!!!
goooooooooooodddd dammmiiititttttt ...basically 300,000USD
down the drain or up in smoke sort to speak. I mean i put everything into
this ...this was the house i would eventually grow old and die in. :-(
but i guess it could be worse ....
...and it does
(2) my best friend in this whole existence my beautiful bulldog grows sick
;-( his name was bully cuz he was a bulldog and liked to bully anything that
came near him ....man i miss him so much he truely was my best friend.
rip buddy
(1) And now the sole reason why i chose not to exist any more ...the paramount
of all these horrible things that have occurd to me (most ALL in sept !!! fuck)
....but this is the last blow that basically left me shattered
dead to anyone and everything ...the reason why i had to leave brasil as
i couldnt take being around the places where i had so many wonderful
memories...even now i start to cry cuz im soo sad i hate living without her.
if you guessed it by now its true :-(
The one person i have ever loved in this life or pass is gone from me
gone from this world ...gone from her loving family ...gone gone gone :-(
my sweet wife (that i was gonna marry in MAY !! so technically not wife yet
but still i call her that cuz i loved her completely so) who i honestly felt
a deep seeded spiritual completeness to, it was as if GOD himself had put
us both here just so we could be together and eventually become not
two seperate lovers ...but one magical union of spirit....it got to the point
where my clairvoyance could actually detect when she was in pain or how
her emotional state was ...and in return sometimes she just "knew" what
i would say to her next ...we were joined so perfectly like that in this nature.
But she died on October 1st 5:44pm while I was at work. During my last
15 minutes there ( i usually leave for 6pm) i am packing you know my bag
and stuff ...when i get the worse call in history. It was my wifes Aunt
Helen. she tells me the incredibly horrid story of how my wife gets in this
car accident. So bam im super worried and shocked ...but then she starts
to cry and then says ...she is dead ....she died .....shee ....what ....shee
NOOOOOOOO!!!! i didnt want to believe her i just couldnt no way this would
happen to me ....this happens in movies but no no no not to me :-(
so i dont even hang up i run out of the office and race to get there as
soon as i can ...when i arrive at the hospital im a mad man crazy with
disbelieve and hopeing this is all just some misunderstanding ...and then
they escort me (or rather i run away to where they say she is ) and leave
the nurses behind ...not careing about an escort ...
and then i see her :-(
she is motionless ...lifeless ...loveless colorlesss... wifeless ....:-(
writing this now im crying like crazy i just cant help it ...if you would ever
feel this pain you too would know how hard it is to keep tears back from
losing such a preciious gift to you in this world ...i just cant describe anymore
basically now im dead cuz my life is gone ...she was the fire that burned in
me ..now that she is gone i am cold and metallic like a fireplace with no
wood to burn ...a distant memory of how much that fire burned strong
and so i am suicidal and really thinking of leaving this place ...but i know
that i do not need to kill my body to release my soul ...so i just dwell in
the astral plane trying to build my spirit energy to a higher astral plane
(cuz there is a high one where all past life live in ...here you can talk and
hug all your past loved ones who had died ..friends family whatever)
and i know my wife is there and so all i care about is being with her yet
im scared to leave this world yet ...if i can reach this plane then i could
be with her anytime i wanted and it really wouldnt be so bad ...but reaching
this place is always rare and uncontrollable ...i have only been there 3 times
and all where cuz i just appeared there ..probably cuz someone made me
go there maybe some friend ...but then why does not my wife seek me
maybe she is lost and doesnt know how to reach me ...yet i still feel her
spirit just before i go to sleep i could just "feel" her right next to me and give
me a kiss before and saying it will be alright ...i dont really HEAR with my
ears ..but in my mind i can hear her and i just know she is still waiting for me
and anyhow this probably all doesnt make sense to you but in time you
will understand some of this
so thats basically how 10 horrible things have ruined my life
i couldnt be down there in brasil anymore and look at her family all the time
they always want to hug me and tell me its alright when really i dont care
its not alright she is gone from me ...and every time i look at her aunt
i see my wife in her face and sometimes i felt like kissing her so i just
couldnt take it anymore.
so now im living all alone in some crappy small apartment up here in
pennsylvania USA. dont ask me how or why i chose this place but basically
there is a school here where i would like to go so i will go there in spring
semester. doing some nanotechnology/engineering associate stuff at first
and then in fall go for (FINALLY!!!!) my bachelors in engineering ...basicallly
ive been just working like a robot and doing school stuff to keep my mind
from thinking negative things and delving too deep into bad stuff.
so now im just a shell of my former self and all i care about is just keeping
busy with school work once school starts in jan. and working and astraling.
sleep i dont even sleep anymore ...not that i have to ...cuz just before
sleep i project out of myself and then just go exploring and searching for
my wife. at the same time my physical body just stays right there and
eventually it sleeps on its own ...so its like it sleeps for me ...but i never
really sleep as im always awake ...but when i go back into my body i awake
fully rested in the morning so its like a slept but not really....its hard to
explain its like sleeping your dreaming but instead of being in your body
dreaming instead i become part of my dream or rather i create my own
dream and then i just have fun ....its really actually the best place to be
and i think its the best form of theropy for me as its the only thing that
gives me peace
anyway i hope you see where this has all led me and see how miserable
i am ..unfortunately i have no computer so i usually have to use the
internet portals here at the school so if you get this message ill try and
respond as soon as i can but dont hold your breath for fast response
eventually i will read your response and respond back to you when i get
a chance of free time here at this school.
was nice hearing from you tho man ..i miss you and zonk and brainy and placa and all the rest of the guys
i was thinking of getting me one of those slim psps soon and maybe get
some code time in there somewhere once i get started and sorted out in school.
well sorry for such a long pm but now i must go
take it easy man and tell zonk and guys that i said hello and miss them
and hopefully one day i could get a pc up and runnning and can connect
to IRC soon
<d_b_zZz> i knew this cool kid growing up
<d_b_zZz> he would play with fire with his hands
<d_b_zZz> never get burned
<d_b_zZz> he past firemans examinations at 12
<d_b_zZz> he was ment to be a fireman
<d_b_zZz> but who is giving him his parade
<d_b_zZz> nobody ...because we all play a role
You still have a role to finish - it's still not your time
